Dec 14, 2007
I am trying to study right now but don’t have the concentration capabilities needed.
I am sitting in Renaissance drinking tea and this cute dog is looking at me. I think he thinks I am going to pet him. I don’t think he realizes that there is a window in between us.
I have been unsure about what I believe for a what seems like a long while, well I mean I know what I believe but I don’t believe that I can live it… maybe I am looking too much into it, maybe I just think this way cause I am moody.
I have been moody quite a bit… I just want to be alone, ok maybe not actually alone but I don’t want people to be near unless I want them near.
When I was out with Leah, I wanted her near but maybe that’s because I trust her. Like she could say something mean to me and I could call her on it and all would be well…I trust her with my moodiness.
Or my Kat, I think my Kat is wonderful in an inspiring way. She isn’t typical. I like that she doesn’t complain about stuff and then not do something about it (did that sentence make sensecause I just re read it and it might not make sense). I like being around her because she has a great energy and she is accepting of the fact that I am indigenizing her.
My mom phoned me last night, I miss my mom.
I like the feeling of leaving things to the last minute. That type of stress makes me move (and no I am not justifying my lack of studying).
I don’t like having conversations right when I wake up… I don’t hear anything except my body saying how cold it is.
What kind of career does one have when they are a relationship person with a bad memory?
My tea tastes very good.
The cute dog is gone.
Ohhh a great song is on “Music is played for love
Cruising is made for love, I love it when were cruisin together"