Sep 13, 2007

Dave Harm

Not on a "pity-pot," nor ranting or venting... I'm just tired..

I’m tired of being misunderstood,
nerves are shot,
weak – like old wood.

I’m tired of being ill,
no energy, can’t think,
losing my skills.

I’m tired of so-called friends,
stabbing me in the back,
again and again.

I’m tired of trying to make things right,
i give up – I surrender,
no will to fight.

I’m tired of seeing others in pain,
raises frustration,
drives me insane.

I’m tired of not being able to cry,
i’d melt away,
nothing left inside.

I’m tired because I can’t feel,
walking in a daze – numb
this can’t be real.

I’m tired of being “strong,”
i’m weak, i’m fragile,
its gone on way to long.

I don’t know what else to say,
i’m hoping, i’m dreaming,
i’m begging, i’m pleading,
please, take this feeling away.

Right now… I’m just tired…

week one of life back and Im already feeling a bit burnt out !


leah said...

You need to see me. Yep, that's what you need to do. I hope your doing ok. And this poem... even though it's conveying a not so good message, it was still beautiful.

Say CHEESE (ah, for random's sake).

LeahA said...

I was trying to find a poem that said " i am tired" and this is the closest one that got to that feeling !

Your right I neeeed to see you..when I get back from Camp it is you who I am giving a ring !

leah said...

I thought you wrote it??

NICE blog-do btw!