Jul 6, 2008
I have never been one to stay in one place for too long.
It could be as simple as waiting for others in my party to get ready or not wanting to live in one place for too long.
I thrive on movement, adventure and action. I like stress … it is a disease really.
I remember something my English professor would tell the class “boredom is a choice”
I choose to get bored easily I choose to be ansy I choose fun over responsibility
I choose short term or over long term I choose there, over here
Right now I am patiently trying to learn how to be satisfied in my environment, to relax, to enjoy the moment for what it is, to not choose boredom, to follow through, to stick with something (like writing on this blog), to not rush, to sit still, to think…. to be more creative with the time that my mind makes me believe is being wasted.
I use to be able to sit for hours and read a book, draw my imagination, watch planes fly overhead,do my homework.... somewhere between then and now I forgot that there is pleasure in those things....
the journey begins to find those things once again .